Keith Urban Reveals Tour Life Was ‘Lonely and Miserable’ Before Nicole Kidman Split
Keith Urban Opens Up About the Challenges of Touring Amid Personal Struggles
Keith Urban shared his feelings of loneliness and misery experienced during his touring career, just weeks before his separation from Nicole Kidman after 19 years of marriage. In an upcoming episode of his series “The Road,” he candidly discussed the emotional toll of life on the road.
Urban, 57, explained that touring requires a strong sense of purpose: “It’s a calling, and you’re going to do it or you’re not going to make it.” He described waking up on a tour bus at 3:30 a.m., feeling sick, exhausted, and missing loved ones, questioning why he continues to push himself.
He emphasizes that despite how difficult things get physically and emotionally, the commitment to his craft keeps him moving forward: “Because this is what I’m born to do.”
Urban’s honest account comes shortly after reports confirmed his separation from Kidman. Insiders suggest that the actress did not want the split and was actively trying to save their marriage, which reportedly had been strained with Urban often away on tour.
In the aftermath, rumors arose about Urban’s close relationship with his guitarist, Maggie Baugh, especially after onstage flirtations surfaced. However, her father denied these claims, stating it’s more of a professional musician relationship than anything romantic.
While Kidman has not directly addressed the split, she shared a message about resilience, emphasizing the importance of understanding that difficult times can be overcome. Rumors of cracks in their relationship first surfaced earlier this year, after Urban abruptly ended an interview when asked about Kidman’s intimate scenes with Zac Efron in a Netflix film.