Returning from Ukraine, a US Air Force Veteran Shares Reflective Insights

Sam Nahins, a 32-year-old drone pilot and Columbia University graduate student, recently returned to New York after spending three weeks volunteering at the frontlines in Ukraine. His experiences amid the intense conflict exposed him to a different perspective on bravery and unity.

Having served overseas in Afghanistan, Syria, Iraq, and Yemen, Nahins flew drones remotely in combat zones but had never directly witnessed war firsthand until Ukraine. While embedded with Ukraine’s 25th battalion, he faced persistent shelling and drone attacks, yet felt more at ease amid the chaos than in his home city of New York.

“I needed that perspective,” he explained. “In Ukraine, I saw a full spectrum of individuals united by a common cause, unlike the divisiveness back home.” Nahins was struck by the patriotism displayed by Ukrainians, many waving American flags proudly. Conversely, at Columbia, he noted, Veterans Day was marked by protests and anti-war sentiment, making him feel unwelcome.

Sam Nahins, a Columbia University graduate student and veteran US Air Force drone pilot, on the steps of a building. — Nahins says he felt more comfortable in Ukraine than in New York. Courtesy of Sam Nahins

Despite his military background, Nahins encounters hostility at his school, where some students have called him “baby killer” and “murderer.” He feels that social divides and sentiments towards veterans have worsened at Columbia, where some groups have posted inflammatory messages about war and veterans.

Pro-Palestinian protesters gathered inside Columbia University. — He observed protests at Columbia, reflecting deep divisions on campus. REUTERS

For Nahins, the motivation to serve in Ukraine was driven by his experience flying drones for the US Air Force in Middle Eastern conflict zones. However, being in Ukraine and witnessing genuine resilience has provided him with clarity. He admits feeling more at home amid the conflict than in the fractured atmosphere of his own university and city.

“Ukrainians love their country and their flags, and they don’t want to be seen as victims,” he remarked. “It’s a stark contrast to back home, where social division and negativity often dominate.”

Sam Nahins, lying in grass with his dog. — Nahins, a Columbia student, says he felt more at ease in Ukraine than New York. Courtsey of Sam Nahins

Although Nahins remains committed to his school and country, he feels increasingly unwelcome here. Before leaving Ukraine, he received three job offers outside the military and is contemplating returning abroad, seeking a place where he feels appreciated and respected.